*Professor, before you read this, I want you to know that writing about my personal experience was very careful and hard decision. thank you and have a great vacation!! :)
For me, suiciding is the last way to get over from bad situations. People often judge suiciders as trouble makers or socially isolated people. Well, I partly agree with that. However, I've got a different point of vie for the suiciders. I almost killed myself when I was 21, and that was last year. Before I talk about my experience, you should know that I'm telling you as one of suiciders. I tried to kill myself because I thought no one in this world could understand me. So, I didn't try to talk about my feelings until I jumped into the water. I thought everybody is happy, but me. I thought I'm the only one who's going through the hardships. But, shoehow I was rescued and that was the moment when I decided to change my thoughts toward world. So, my point is the selfishness in people's mind lead to suicide. The suiciders only think about themselves because they don't know how much people around themm actually care about THEM. They also don't care how much people around them are going to be sad when they actually committed suicide. They just think that is the best choice. Same for sam in the movie. He thinks everybody doesn't understand him while people were actually doing their best to understand him and help him to fit in the society. If I were Same, I would go to talk to dad when he suggested Sam to come over and talk to him. If he thought about his father's word more carefully, he wouldn't go that much far - bothering his family. I think because he was in army, chaing his thoughts might more difficult for him than any others. However, as I already said, changing your thought is very important when your head is full of suiciding. And the suiciders need to think about people around them once more before they kill themselves.
